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일상 · 생각
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What difference?
Let's imagine someone who throws their life away to save one person. If they save two people instead, will their life change much? Their life will likely remai…
治土
I dig into the earth, covered in soil and dust. Deep within, it is packed with all kinds of tangled garbage. Sickening insects, refuse, and the stench of decay…
Highschool
This world is like one giant high school. Most people leave this place within three years. Some leave even sooner—either by transferring or being expelled. If…
What a beauty
I became as still as if I had stepped into the abyss. Having cut everything away, only my insignificant self remained. To put it into words, it felt like strip…
A Drug Named Peach
There is a drug that deludes people into thinking they will live forever if they consume it. Its other name is Peach. It is named after the elixir of the immor…
GC
Whenever a Garbage Collection occurred, the floating memory had to prove its value of existence. Otherwise, that memory had to be reclaimed by the system to be…
Ethereal
All living entities inevitably grow. A child who once only lay and cried eventually learns to crawl, to speak, to walk, and to run. They learn to dress and was…
Late-Night Homework
It is just past 3:20 AM. Today, I deleted a large portion of the work I did yesterday. It was for practical reasons. I wanted to build the mobile app as close…
Sabbath
He commanded to rest for a day. I tried to recall my past. When was the last time I completely rested for an entire day? I couldn't remember well. I had no mem…
Parallax
Since I was young, the right side of my face and the left side of my face were vastly different, so people used to talk about it. They said my face looked comp…
刺戟除去
If there is one thing that must be done every Sunday, it is washing away stimulation. And I frequently forget to do it. --- In truth, stimulation might not eve…
Karma
He frequently caused various kinds of accidents. Once, he crashed into a Mercedes-Benz S-Class, an incident that would easily cost tens of thousands of dollars…
波浪
Emotions are like ripples; behind a large and passionate turbulence, smaller ripples remain for a long time like afterimages, filling the vast sea. Where was t…
實存不在
The pain experienced by those standing on the boundary of existence is a suffering that belongs exclusively to those who have reached the existential question…
厭世其人
The hidden meaning behind the words "I don't want to live" is likely closer to "I don't want to live like this." I don't want to live like this. Expressed shor…
單戀
When my self-esteem was low during my childhood, I couldn't bring myself to speak up even if there was a girl I liked. I would merely harbor a unrequited love,…
我是敵基督嗎
There are only a handful of adults in this world whom I truly respect, and H is one of them. After devoting himself as a church deacon, H entered seminary at a…
夢與夢
I spent the entire day drifting in and out of sleep. It felt as though the fatigue accumulated over the week was seeking compensation through the hours of Sund…
英雄在塚
Those who should have lived died, and those who should have died lived. That was the final conclusion. Thinking about why it happened, it was a matter of simpl…
死之華
On the day he futilely departed, I wept incredibly hard. Not in front of him, but on the express bus heading back home, I could do absolutely nothing. Having h…